*T-I-R-E-D*

I tried my very best to get back the relations

but, I don't see anything
I forced myself to be calm
But, Damn you!!
I don't think I want this anymore~!
I will leave,
After I graduate!
And you
Pls don't think that WE are cruel to you
You are the one who caused all this
You leading your love one leave you
And I'm the last here to be with you
Did you appreciate?
N-O
Well..it's ok.
B-Y-E

LeeLee

一个弱小无力的小狗

从槟城回到吉隆坡

它好动可爱

它爱撒娇

不幸的

它被病毒感染了

当医生说它的生存比率只有 50 50

我 流泪了

每一天到医院探望它

好期待一看见它， 它能跳动

可是。。。

今天

也是最后一天

当我们离开时它不断呻吟

好像好痛好痛

好辛苦好辛苦

看见我都心疼死了

结果

它熬不住了

短短的六天

它离开了

我变成泪人

Leelee

Mama永远会记得你的

Mama爱你~！！

过去

曾经在意在乎过的我想现在统统已消失了
我，固然在乎你
可是我却看不到任何回应
或许你所谓的在乎也随口说说而已

本以为可以回到从前
我想是我想太多了
你说不是别人不在乎你，而是你太在乎了
我想我真的过于在乎了

有些事前发生了就是发生了
也有些感情没了就没了
我也应该接受这个事实

太多太多的事物了
说多也无谓
一起回到原点吧
我会学着放开

Quality vs Quantity

Quality vs Quantity

What do you think?

You prefer on quality or quantity?

Most of the ppl prefer quantity I think

Money =Quantity

Property+ Quantity

Other than all those monetary thingy

I prefer quality

especially in relationships =)

I might be very concerned on quantity previously

But slowly, I get to know that quality is the best element ever

I am glad that I have you all

sincerely

accompany whenever I am down down down

Here I found my quality friends

Thank a lotsss =)

p/s: Whenever the god close one of your window, he will open another new one for you

Thank God =)

With Love,

Stella

=.=

Hello
You are not 3 years old kid
Please la
Don't be so low EQ
Stop using your tactic to gain sympathy

Are you scare?
You worry you will lost trust from your friend?
However, you doesn't have any
Don't you?

Sorry for being so offend
But I knew you for so many years d
So keep your fucking fake face

Look at it also gonna vomit
Bitchy Bitchy Bitchy
Are you Itchy?
=)

YUCKSS

You Look so errrr...
D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G
Perhaps I started to dislike you.
Even, More and more
=)


I should be thankful cause I acqiured your help during my difficult time
However,
things changed when you started to envy
I believe everyone is born with own talent
You have Yours; I have mine
=)

So, fully utilize your talents
not in acting, revenge or any other shit that you love to do
Be positive, girl
You jealous on other doesn't mean that they are greater than you

Thence, no matter how far I ahead than you
Don't jealous or hate me
You might pertain something that I don't have
=) =) =)

And stop framing trap for me
I knew your "pattern" already my dear faker
I didn't voice out doesn't mean that I don't know
Just that I don't hope things go even worst
so, STOP it FAKER
*ssss hole*
=) =) =)

And being homosexual is against some moral or religion issues
BUT, everyone have their own choices
Although you become a homosexual
I don't thing you have a partner too
Look at yourself before you comment on others
I'm S-O-R-R-Y for being so "straight"
Pls don't act like you know homosexual so WELL
There are vary type of it

-Thank You-

假惺惺的你

当你不喜欢那个人的时候
你会假装跟他很要好吗？
有些人“会”
有些人“不会”
我，就是“不会”的那个

不不喜欢就不喜欢
有必要假假吗？

我讨厌这类型得人
尤其是为了得到利益的那种人
你们每天带着面具
不累吗？
不辛苦吗？

把你的面具脱掉吧
小心生虫
R.I.P

stress

Honestly, I had no idea on my future career
I study PR yet I don't want to be PR
I don't want to be in event line
Cuz I'm family-oriented
I will miss my Lucas badly if I OT
hahahahha...

Here, the problem raised
what for I continued advance after I got diploma cert?
I am confused
All my friends continue so I continue too.?
What a joke.
Or I just want to acquire a Degree Cert?
hahahah..

After all, I have to go back for family business
So why am I still wasting the money for studies?
I am stress when my bro told me my dad hate me
cuz I continue study..
funny right?
hahahha

stop giving me stress kay.
I don't want to stop half way
arrrgh...

speechless

YOU never think that how these things happened
Pls la.
everything happened where there is a factor
Once you keep ignore it
it became serious
just like a snowball
keep rolling and rolling
become bigger and bigger
Hence,it accumulates all the sadness in our life

YOU never think of why all these happened
i agreed i had hot temper
but why you keep boiling my water?
make it hotter and hotter

In this stage, argument don't bring benefits
it only make things worst
so STOP everything!

Go ahead with your own perception
whatever you wanna do
whatever you wanna say
GO AHEAD

This is the only time I felt so helpless and speechless
perhaps Friendship suit us the most than all others title
Goodnight.

* 他 *

我觉得我开始埋怨
埋怨这段感情
身边的朋友总觉得我们很配，很开心
也有些人认为我在欺负他
随你们怎么想
感情是两个人的事
深入的*你*看得见吗？!

他虽然他我那么几个月
但往往我觉得他比我小
可能大家来自不同的家庭背景
可是他怎么思想那么单纯简单

他往往都不觉得他有问题
他做事也总是三分钟热度
他不会把我的东西办好的
他更不会去珍惜我的东西

我尝试把问题拿出来讨论
但我的他
只有三分钟热度
过了观察期，他也被打回原形
所谓“江山易改 本性难以”

我承认我不是完美
但我偏偏要求完美

我讨厌别人没主见
因为我很难捉定主意
我讨要小孩子脾气
因为我不怎么喜欢哄人
我讨厌说话高傲的人
因为我听了很不自在
我讨厌驾快车的人
因为他们总说没钱却因为车祸自动出现

他一二再三的重蹈覆车
我真的不懂这段感情可以走多久
我真的想放弃
很累了

*你* 继续你那副有的没得的态度吧

庆幸

朋友可说是生命中其中一个支柱
我很庆幸
因为我拥有一班心连心的朋友
真心对待，扶持，鼓励彼此
虽然大家认识的时间不算长
但你们已深深的住在我心里
当我失落难过，你们总会安慰我
陪在我身边。。
这份真挚的友谊我会好好保管
那个旅行我真的很开心
谢谢你们

******

我很庆幸
早前因为某些误会与一位朋友疏远了
如今误会解开了
并深深让我体会
人言可畏
所以有问题就要问
不要随便听别人说的有的没的
哈哈哈 =）
她是一个我非常在乎的朋友
一个我认为我可以依靠，一起疯狂的朋友
疏远的那段时间真的很不开心
无论如何
我会珍惜现在你我的那段友谊
所谓患难见真情
朋友，我爱你也很在乎你 =）

9th May 2010

刚旅行回来
本来应该很开心的
可是在外地机场来了一通电话
心里很不安
果然婆婆出事了
还以为她会等我们回来
结果还是来不及。。
到不了
母亲节却变成了我亲爱的婆婆的死祭

从机场出来不到10分钟
妈妈来电
告诉我婆婆走了
我一时反应不过来
心里万分的难堪
苦苦的

她老人家生前我老是作弄她
她也每次很爱说我三八
可是她毕竟是我最疼爱的老人家
我只疼她在心里而不是表面上
所以某些人会认为我没好好对待她
不用紧
我不在乎别人的看法

这几天
脑海里一直反复出现婆婆的画面
她不在
我真的很不舍得
客厅里少了一个人
很不自在
好怀念
每一天心里苦苦的
抱着后悔
眼泪也随着我来

以后没机会载她去医院复诊
没机会一起吃饭
没机会一起看电视
没机会摸摸她的脸她的手
好心疼

婆婆
我好想念你
谢谢你从小到大照顾我们
宠坏我们
一句抱怨也没有
婆婆
我爱你
母亲节快乐
愿你从此得到解脱
快乐的在另一个世界生活
我-爱-你
永远永远

再次我很感激到来坐夜的朋友
各方式安慰我的朋友
还有一个24小时陪在我身边的 * 你 *
谢谢你们
也很感动
让我看见朋友的可贵
*谢谢*

Internship

不知不觉。。

三个月的时间就这样流走了

刚开始来到这个环境，有点生疏

甚至有时候还有点抱怨

（真坏）

现在剩下那么一天的时间

觉得有点不舍

可能已经习惯每天醒来都要去上班

9点上班，1点吃午餐，5.30准时放工。。

这样的生活应该要等到毕业后才有吧~

在这一次的实习中真得学到不少

感觉上我们像大人了

也成长了，成熟了

真的很感激我的实习公司

很不舍哟~~~

" Happiness "

Human Being...

Especially the WOMAN..

How can she ACT, BLAME and REFUSE to admit her fault?

Yet, she choose to twist the story around.

She claimed that PEOPLE do not dare to have a proper COMMUNICATION with her,

BUT...

She is the one who keep COMMUNICATE through her dreamland (her blog).

PERHAPS she can only make her dream come true in her blog.

Too bad...

I think...

MEMORY is killing YOU not US..

Cause, you are the one who had all those "wicked" attitude.

That's why U said that memory is a burden for "US".

Hahahaha..

Do you know why you can't get distinction in your essay?

That's because you are good in ACTING but not WRITING.

Stop acting as how GOOD/SWEET you are,

cause YOU are not.

Do not blame other.

YOU dare to voice out but why do not dare to admit your fault?

You love to get sympathize/attention from people around you?

OMG..

Please love yourself more.

I'm glad that I had a bunch of friends that love me.

Family to support me in every way.

Beloved one to share everything with me.

They all are sincere.

I'm sincere to them too.

BUT you?

I knew your family have lots of problems.

How can you still acting like you have a PERFECT family?

Insulted my parents indirectly?

I knew my parents was divorced.

My friends knew about it too.

So?

At least I didn't act.

They still love me with their 100% heart.

I don't think that it is a shame in my life.

But to you.

U created so many lies.

I'm wondering..

Will you forget what is true and what is your created fairy tales?

I'm worry.

May GOD bless you.

Wish that you will not turn into a crazy woman one day.

Dear you.

Things already happened.

Memory will never be erased.

So bear for the responsibility.

Be brave and strong.

One last thing I would like to let you know.

You claimed that you are the one who choose to be silent.

Think too MUCH.

You are the one who like old lady making noise over there.

As you said,

I pray that you really learnt from this lesson.

Do not repeat the same thing in future.

God will never forgive those people who behave badly especially things that hatred by GOD.

*May you Rest in Peace*

p/s: I can do research for you if you are so in love with DRAMA thingy.

I believe you can get award very soon since you had the capability.

Good Luck our future DRAMA Queen.

* For YOU*

*This post is specially dedicated to Miss KIMBERLY KHOO KIM LENG @
（"GAM LIN” in 老夫子）

First of all..I'm not the expert of any Languages..
so stop saying that I'm so so poor in English~
Kimberly Khoo "GAM LIN", stop acting as a heroin in front of everyone
yet as a DEAD BITCH in front of Kuan and I!
Finally I get to see your ugly face..take off ur mask bitch!!

*You are lucky to have a BF keep apologize for ur stupidness*
Bt still, behave yourself!!

We said u CHEAP do not mean that your family is POOR..
you are so CHEAP in your ATTITUDE..
YOU are the only one accusing KUAN for not buying u a GUCCI bag!!
so called 拜金女郎~
Everyone knew about KUAN's personality..
Will she treat you bad or even threatening you??
Think too MUCH...
YOU are the only ONE who keep betrayed her when YOU both were together.
non-stop hurting her.
Even until TODAY..U still insulting her for being a LESBIAN~
so??
YOU were a LESBIAN too!!
YOU are the ONE who CHASE her at first..
LESBIAN!
You were more wicked cause u did something cross the line which strongly hatred by your GOD
(you should know what i mean)
*Lets pray that your GOD will forgive you for this unethical behavior*

Who is the jerk, i believe people will get to know it very SOON~
Stop acting as so so innocent, DRAMA QUEEN.
It's fine, we will forgive you for all your childishness and stupidness.
Same goes to your GOD.

We do not mentioned YOUR name doesn't mean that we do not dare!
Bak pepatah: "Siapa makan cili,dialah rasa pedas!! "
GET IT??

Kimberly Khoo "GAM LIN"
Stop insulting my only HER!
Think of yourself before you speak!
You are more worst than KUAN~
At least KUAN is so loyal in the relationship,
BUT you??
I'm S-O-R-R-Y to commented you as 水性杨花~
BUT this words describe you the best.

DRAMA QUEEN "GAM LIN"
frankly speaking, I do not felt disgust on people at this level.
YOU are the only ONE.
-wow..that's enough to show that how GOOD you are.-

I know in your deepest heart, you knew you were wrong.
You felt sorry.
I felt bad too.
It's alright.
We will forgive you,ur GOD will forgive you too.
*Cheers*

Girl, bear for the responsibility or the outcome.
cause you are the one who started all these.
YET, putting all the blame on us.
ACT as victim in front of ur BF and friends.
I felt bad for your friends especially ur BF cause they had a DRAMA friends. =(

GAM LIN, please be a nice girl
don't "naik miang" anymore.
You don't have to report yourself to KUAN cause you are NOBODY for her.
She choose to be quiet doesn't mean that she's the TURTLE.
She is so kind-heart-ed.
She does not want to start a war with anybody.
She knew your BAD attitude very well.
Never admit your fault yet twisting the story around.

I'm sincerely felt bad for judging you in this way.
I'm Sorry.
Anyhow, stop insulting anybody cause at the same time you are insulting Yourself.
*May GOD bless you, DRAMA QUEEN*